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| 5 days left till im done skool for a good while....
accounting exam is in 2 days... barely 2 days... still iffy on some stuff =S this exam will determine if im fit to go for CMA.... if not then head into another direction....not sure which tho....we will c .... have to push myself 2morrow all day
but then i have a side plan now... a mini self-business.. after a few months of poundering n looking into it.. I've signed to the Mary Kay Company... their products are soo good.. i love them. ive never been a makeup fan..but i do take of my skin as much as i can.. and the products of Mary Kay does it for me w/ out all the different cleanser and toner n such... it simple n effective.
i think this will give me a chance to reconnect to girls whom ive lost touch w/ n also since i love doing stage stuff.. to expand to stage makeup would be awesome... and earn a few extra bucks on the side...
it will be interesting road ahead once i get my kit... can't wait!
this summer will definitely be another milestone for me.... ready to take w/e is ahead....
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| ARGHHHHHHHH ><
soo YAD is putting together a Appreciation Dinner for BLIA , parents, volunteers that helped us out soo much... but we dun have to charge them a fee...so we think let fundraise ourselves!!! yeaa ..so excited! NOT!!
NOW we HAVE to CHARGE a fee >< fine... let still fundraise so we can get them nice prizes.... asking around... come across someone who says "not a good idea" =.= how so not?? asking the kids to give out... which money is from parents neways... well DUH Im not planning on asking those ones...imma asking the ones who helps out often, who cares about this dinner, to give a lil from their hearts... what wrong w/ that..
NOO u HAVE to go to other ppl... whom are theses "ppl" = BLIA "friends" = BLIA mostly....n we suppose to " appreciate the BLIA" WTF!!!!
this dinner is suppose to THANK the ones who supported us...instead we THANKING them by asking them for more support for them....ridiculousssssssssssssssss
this money is from our hearts... our way of thanking...apprently it a wrong thing to do....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
seriously......they say we free to do what we want.. but then there is no freedom in what we really want to do... we are restristed by "expectations" and "rules" .... we say we wanna grow...but i think it hard w/ all these problems that no one talks about!
ok i feel better now that i have that outta my system..
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| soo as a yearly thing for BLC.. we take students down to the temple for a tour and meditation and discussion.... n just talking with other ppl and shifu again... i realize what im missing about him is bad attachment that i should let go off.. because it clouding my thinking...which is not the buddhist way.. .how did i ever get lost in that thinking... being back in the temple, explaining to others concepts and things around the temple, let discover myself even more in what im going thru now...time to thinking anew
as for other festivities... Riaz b-day @ Circa was interesting... almost every guy i see there is either taken or gay...mostly gay tho hahah.... but club was big n roomy...music was way too funky for my taste but fun
sat nite... after BLC tour, a few that i made friends w/ decided to go to Ceasar's for nite of fun b4 skool started again... that nite the music was awesome...lots of old skool reggae,soca,hip hop songs played... just wut i needed to dance off my stress and worries... n i think i found my crazy dance twin too..ni did also find a creepy brown guy that kept following me almost everywhere.... =S oh the things of a local pub haha
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| thought i was over him.....but now im not sure.... sure i miss him, but then i miss ppl whom i dun see often but this missing is somewut different for sum reason....we agreed to be friends...but he doesn't seem to treat me like one.... he ignore me all nite practically on sunday when we were all out for Victor's n Kelvin B-day...
i think he also hiding things from me....pat apprently saw sumthing not good on his phone..but won't let me see , only the few guys around.... but then why should i care right?? i have no right to care but i can't help but care...
looking bak @ some pictures..i realize we dun have that many pics..n came upon many other realizations also....some mite have been cuz im thinking too much about it....
i seem to care more about this than i should....
ughh ..this why i never really want to get into a relationship... just wanted carefree chilling from time to time... no attachment.... but it turned into sumthing more...which is not good now....but sum ppl say it is.... i dunno wut to think.... tho in the last few moments i wish he was here holding me...like several months ago...
i need to get over this....hopefully clubbing this weekend will help
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| procasination..... *sigh* wish i can stop!!!!
3 weeks in the new year...BLC starting up again soon... only 2 courses this semester - one to grad (french , which is utterly boring rite now) and one for CMA ( managerial acct w/ Clark , which turn out to be worse than french =S)
why do i do this myself...no clue...
i did better than i expected last term, n glad i have no more essays to do... now just case reports (YAY!! not..)
xmas break was good... stayed home more than usual this yr.. but it was good rest...received good news too..Chi Kim n Y r finally engaged...tho not it only semi official. im very happy for them =D...this will be my new motivation to lose those extra pounds so i can fit into a nice bridemaid dress.. hehe
@ the time i heard the news..there a moment where i suddenly miss him a lot....tho when i see him , there not that feeling...mite have been the feeling of happiness n coupleness made me feel that way... just a silly thought..
also saw god-bro R... it was an odd feeling seeing him again..
job hunting is starting too...hopefully i can find sumthing soon... but then i dun wanna cuz i wanna travel, yet can' travel that much unless i know i have a job waiting for me when i get back..cuz job searching then after will be harder... feel so "chicken n egg dilemma" ...
now enough procrasination
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